It's the end of the school year, already. It's always at the end when I start pondering about what I have and what I will lose. Change thrills me yet makes my heart drop into the pit of my stomach. I always become a little too deep at the end of the year, too deep for even my friends to comprehend. I remember today talking with a friend today about how weird it was to exist. I often think it's so strange how we've come this far as a species. What if it hadn't been us? What if we were the lesser species? My head hurts as the possible theories stream through my mind. I always come to the same dead end; "God" always stops my theories. I was at the mall today with a very close friend of mine. It felt weird, it didn't feel like school was over, it didn't feel like I was moving on and growing up a little bit more. We laughed and blushed as teenagers usually are. Towards the end of our adventure we sat at a little round table sharing a drink when the conversation dramatically switched direction. I talked about how my family sucked, she talked about how her family sucked. We talked about how our classmates are arrogant and ignorant; how who were once friends are merely acquaintances and I know we felt the mutual odd feeling of change. Growing up is a weird feeling, knowing that you've passed another stage in your life. A stage that you can never go back no matter how much you want to. I'll never be the same person and I know I'll change next year. I reflect too much, I think too much. This year went too quickly, I'm scared of growing up too fast.

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about what?

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anythingXD

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awesome!!it was short and interesting

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Wow....I feel the same way.

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uh.....OK! Im gonna pretend that Im besties with brendon urie (singer of panic at the disco who is awesomely random like me! XD)


"OK... so,this isn't going to work...", I said to Brendon who nodded in agreement. He was getting agrivated with the whole situation. Things have never been this hard before. Everything always worked out. But today just wasn't working. I mean c'mon!! For goodness sakes this was difficult! I mean giving a puppy a bath wasn't a walk in the park. What did you think we were doing?
Anyways....
"What exactly should we do?", Brendon questioned.
"Hmmm...OUTSIDE!!!!", I yelled, "Grad Mr. Sniffers and lets set the blow up pool up!"
Brendon grinned, grabbed the dog, and ran outside.
"Dang," I muttered, "for someone his size he runs like Speedy Gonzalos."
20 minutes later we were smiling at eachother in triumph. Mr. Sniffers, oh so cleverly named by Brendon, was clean. Brendon and I did our victory dance. But I'm clumsy so of course I had to fall into Brendon which landed us both on the ground. And of course I had to fall on top of him. Did I mention I've liked him for FOREVER?? So we just layed there, me on top of him, for a couple of minutes, staring at eachother. Can you say awkward? All of a sudden Brendon starts to lean his face torwards mine. Just as our lips are about to meet, Mr. Sniffers jumps onto my back barking in triumph. Of course I rolled off because of clumsyness. My face was crimson. I was glowing in embarrassment. Mr. Sniffers trotted without a care in the world off into my house. Darn dog. Brendon hoisted himself up and held a hand out for me. Was that a shade of pink in his cheeks? Anyway I grabbed onto his hand, again getting butterflies in my stomach at his touch, and he hoisted me up. Of course for the third time in 10 minutes my clumsyness kicked in. I tripped over my foot which made me fall into his chest. I just looked up at him.
"Let's try this again, shall we?", Brendon asked leaning in.
"Why not?", I responded filling the gap between us.

Thank you clumsyness.

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Sorry. I love Brendon and Ive been dying to write something about him.
Hope you dont hate it.

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i dont hate itits awesome yay

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thankies. i was hoping you would like it. im kinda ...uh...idk....deep. XD just dont talk to my real life friends about it. they think that im kinda dumbish. like with common sense. but...yeah. lol

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welcome

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